3 Aug 2016 - Guitar & Drum learning

Its so painful to play the guitar! My fingers are in pain. 

But all these are so worthed it, because once I have mastered the instruments, I'm going to play it to God! 😊

King of endless worth..

No one could express

How much You deserve! 

What joy is found

What joy is found.. At the foot of your throne! 

Bowing in reverence.. 

Giving thanks to the One! 

Lord I love You, I do. 

I only wish that I have more courage to pursue all that You are.. 

I only wish that I can wholly throw my life to You 

Beholding Your beauty.. And knowing Your truth. 

Living a life... That pleases Your heart. 

Responding with praises, to all that You are. 

The King in all His Glory.. 

God..

I am full of praises and wonder of You

Metro World

I have this desire to serve You

Lord, is this Your will for me to serve in this area?

Speak to me as clearly as You would
and I will follow

I love You Jesus

God.. I feel like my passion for You is overflowing, overwhelming, sometimes I feel like I cannot contain it as it is very heavy. But I love it... You overflow every part of me. I just want to run to You.. I just want to fix my eyes on You, just want to stay in Your presence. In Your presence, I can't help but to love U more, 

Consume me. Let my passion bring You fame

Consume every part of me! Consume all of us, Lord! You are our One Desire! We love You! 

Let my passion bring You fame. 

The Word of God is indeed the strength to my heart. I know my heart is filled with sorrow for now but His Words that carried weight are uplifting my heavy heart. Where can I go without You?  

Without Your presence there is no meaning

怎么办

神啊。。

我不时不刻在想着祢

Your presence is 

All I seek

Without it there is no meaning 

My future

I am always asked - what do you want to do in life?
What is your plan?


Almost everytime, I answer the same thing.
"I don't know."

Not because I am laid back
not because I have no plan
Oh, I am such a planner!

But because I know in my heart, what I really really really want to do.
What do I want to give my life to 

It is to forever abide & serve God

"I don't know." is simply a statement to
"I am walking as God leads, as to my ending I really do not know, but what I know is that I am being led by God each step of my life."

Song - To You my King

To You my King I give my life
To You my Friend I give my heart
Ohh Ohh
My Lord, I lay my life

Jesus Wont You come and move?

Jesus You seen it all
Heard it all
You've walked with me

You saw my cry
You heard my plea
You held my hand...

And now..

Deep longing.. Deep yearning

Lord.. 

How can there be such deep longing 

Such deep yearning 

So deep 

That I cannot breathe 

A yearning too deep for words.

I am longing so deeply for You 

This is madness because I cannot stop thinking about You

I just want more of You 

It's a longing only You can fill 

Only You can satisfy 

And my heart... Burns... It burns for You.. 

My heart it burns ... For You.. 

Come Lord.. More of You! I want more and all of You.. 

How long more

I feel like I can't go further, Lord 

How long more ..

How long more.. 

But You shall be the strength to the weak

Provider to those who lack 

Fill those who are empty 

Kiss those who are weary.. 

I will hold on to You

You will hear me

I won't stop knocking on heaven's door 

I won't stop crying out 

Because You hear me everytime 

You are the wonderful intercessor ❤️

So I will lay everything out 

My pain 

My struggles 

My problem 

My sins 

My hurts 

Knowing in full confidence You will present everything to the Father who will work all things out for my good 

Your opinion matters more

What do you do, when people call you a fake? When people thinks you're too holy? 

I gotta do what the HS leads me. I gotta choose to obey God regardless. It is never about me anyway, but about Him. 

God, I will hide myself in You, when I am overwhelmed by other's comments about my life. I will seek You & hear what YOU got to say.. I believe if what the person say was right, You will tell me. But, it is is just another opinion, I will let go and concentrate on Your opinions instead.. 

Obeying You and chasing after You is more important .. More important than how others see me. 

I know who I am in You.. And i love how You came to change my heart. 

I love You so much. 

When I think about You

This morning I am thinking about You 

I am look full at Your face 

What a glorious savior 

What a glorious Jesus 

I look full into Your face 

I m awed by Your greatness 

How You have changed my life 

How You have took me out of darkness 

I look full into Your face.. 

I am filled with what a love You have for me 

Freedom reign in this place 

Showers of mercy & grace 

I will surrender all at Your feet, because You are good

Papa 拿掉。。

挪走一切不属于祢的

Take away everything that hinders Your work in my life 

Take away.. 

It will be painful but the end is good 

I know and I believe 

I believe my end will be good 

Because I gave it to You 

Because I believe You love me 

I believe You are good 

I believe You are God 

I believe You are Abba Father 

I believe You are sovereign 

I believe You care for me 

I believe You are power 

So I give my life to You 

And know it will be good 

I am loved by God.. This is my testimony. This is the song that I sing... 

Let go and Let Jesus

Dad came for service ytd! I am so glad. :-) however he left halfway, I was quite sad but God says to let loose of my grip over my family's salvation, and let God take over. 

Also.. I am going through a season I call "let go and let God." ️Thank God I'm passed my previous season which was to have 'walk on water faith' season. 

In all honesty it is not as easy as it sound to let go and let God. To let go what I hold dear to my heart, which I thought was what God wanted me to hold on, and now I have to let go. God has put in my heart crazily wild dreams, and I am chasing wildly toward it. However, what would you do if God tells you to step  back ? Yeah it is that kinda pain & sacrifice I had to offer to God. It may be painful to give it God and trust in Him instead of my own plans.. But I love it. I love how secured I am in God.. That I don't have to do it on my own and I am partnered with God.

YOUR word be my daily bread

Jing Wen, I heard the Father calls me by my name. Not even my nickname but my name. 

Jing wen, people WILL look at you at think you are too young for the ministry. But I want you to zoom in & focus on 1 Tim 4:12 

DO NOT ALLOW people's opinion of your age to define you. 

YOU are anointed 

YOU are Mine 

YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE IN ME 

Do not ever allow people's thoughts to be Your Bible. Allow My heart & My Wod be your only daily bread.